Dao wanted to scream at the three who walked away. She really wanted to just yell that she couldn't do this alone. That it still hurt inside, still hurt so much. That she knew they felt aimless now that the Jaguar Gang was gone. That Sanim was gone. She wanted to beg them to help her with Pie. The girl who was still sobbing over the locket that held Sanim's wedding ring. She wanted to cry out to them that she didn't think she could do this. That she had loved Sanim just as much as Pie did.

But she didn't.

Dao just stood there on the beach and watched Dogshit, Pigshit, and Bullshit walk away. She stood there and wondered why all of the men that could love just one girl were hurt so much. How when Bullshit's sister was taken he dedicated his life to revenging her death. How when dog(?)shit's wife was beaten to death he vowed revenge and his brother pigshit stayed with him. How when Pie was kidnapped from her wedding four long years ago Sanim kept looking.

Dao watched them walk away then turned to return to Pie. She would fufill Sanim's last wish and take care of Pie.

I just watched a cool movie called Jija Due Suai. or Jija- Raging Pheonix. It's very cool. It's in thai though.

pools

Bangkok, Is very, very, different from DC. Bangkok is huge, there are poor stuffed right next to luxury hotels. There are gardens and pools on roofs. It's just different. It's difficult to explain.

451

Do you know the book Fahrenheit 451? The one you had to read in high school about the fireman who burns books? I've just realized that my family is just like those in the story. We usually just ignore each other and play on our laptops. That's just sad.

Other than that though, we just know each other we're comfortable around each other. To a point at least. I'm still not very comfortable around my step-mom despite the fact that it's been around 8 years since they got married. We just sort of live together.

That's really sad.

oh well, have a picture I took